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~Psycho-in-training:iconPsycho-in-training:

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Walking Around Again

Another session of open-heart surgery on the pavement,  
the sun drilling its lulling anaesthetic into my veins.  My eyes grow dim.  It would be scandalous how much pleasure you bring me,  
if we weren’t so close,  Walking so close, my existence touching yours.  
It seems sometimes you see inside the flesh I walk around in,  hiding my pain,    the sun making each step sterile,  washing us in sweat.  I talk to you too easily, trying to forget;  you search in me too deeply, trying to remember.  Extend your arms to me again,  cushions waiting to embrace me;  I&#

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Eulogy of InnocenceI hope one day the tides will change,  Pull back and ebb into the sea,  So that again I can see the shells I once collected.  My toes have brushed the waters  And I find them chilled beyond belief.  The slippery hand of a cold death has snaked up my...   
© S. Bryan 2007 Eulogy of Innocence
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Walking With JonIt easy to forget that he is human.  
The complexity of a thousand universes lie in his eyes,  With the simplicity of he and I walking along busy streets.  The gravity of a thousand galaxies on his beautifully broad shoulders.  It is easy to forget that he is human.  As he shoulders my own galaxy, soothing away my perplexities with his gently harsh words.  These walks echo fury, sound, laughter and silence.  The deep-rooted emotion I feel for him like strangeness  Filling me with unmistakable warmth.  The pain of my hair pulled back too tightly all but fades.  I don’t need to stretch my f Walking With Jon
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Journal Entry: Mon Aug 11, 2008, 11:56 AM
  • Mood: Hungry
  • Reading: Nora Roberts
  • Eating: Nothing. I'm hungry.
  • Drinking: Likewise
I've been away for a while. Not that anyone noticed. Not that I blame them. I've been here since Feb, 2008 and I only have 9 deviations up. I lost internet access for the summer because I left the city. I'm almost back again, so I'll be posting soon (I hope).
Hope you guys had a good summer. I flunked all my final exams and yet I've found the summer quite enjoyable. So...
I guess I ain't got nothing else to say. Never was much of a talker unless I was pontificating. Later guys.
Oh, and kudos to all the great deviations from my devWatch pals. You guys rock.

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19. I feel like an old woman.
  • Current Residence: University of the W.I.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small. Very small.
  • Print preference: Wish I could afford to buy them.
  • Interests: Poetry, fantasy, vampires, the male anatomy, sin, music, etc.
  • Favourite movie: I have too many, and I don't remember my most fave right now.
  • Favourite band or musician: MCR, Deftones, Drowning Pool, Lamb of God, Disturbed.
  • Favourite genre of music: Emo (Yay!), Punk, Heavy and Death Metal, Alternative.
  • Favourite artist: They're too many. My taste is eclectic.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Billie Collins, Thomas Hardy, Edgar Allan Poe, Oscar Wilde, Theodore Strudgeon, Seth MacFarlane.
  • Favourite photographer: Don't have one yet.
  • Favourite style of art: Love art, can't draw worth shit.
  • Operating System: Linux
  • MP3 player of choice: CD Player
  • Shell of choice: My own
  • Wallpaper of choice: Black and Red Stripes. (Yikes!)
  • Skin of choice: My own
  • Favourite game: Anything Mario. Except GoKart, of course.
  • Favourite gaming platform: You've gotta be kidding me.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Fido Dido, Stewie Griffin, Mandy, Brian Griffin
  • Personal Quote: Hard work never killed anyone, but I'm not going to risk it.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, pen, paper, OpenOffice, MicroSoft Word, my muse(I use him).

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~Psycho-in-training:iconPsycho-in-training: Aug 11, 2008, 10:57:43 AM
You're welcome. I likes me some Jeff.
:lol:

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'If life ain't just a joke, then why are we laughing?
If life ain't just a joke, then why am I dead?'
MCR-Dead
*AmaterasuWolf:iconAmaterasuWolf: Aug 8, 2008, 7:35:28 PM Mood: Love
thank you for the favorite!

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"...with no one beside you you're going nowhere...with no one to love you you're going nowhere..."
-Celldweller's "Tragedy"
~Psycho-in-training:iconPsycho-in-training: Apr 7, 2008, 11:21:20 AM Mood: Joy
Thankies for the :+devwatch:, love. Much appreciated .

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'If life ain't just a joke, then why are we laughing?
If life ain't just a joke, then why am I dead?'
MCR-Dead
~jam2point0:iconjam2point0: Apr 7, 2008, 3:54:14 AM
I now watches you also. I figured this was the only thing I could do in response to your watching me. :P.
Flagged as spam
!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:23:33 AMFlagged as spam
This comment is flagged as spam.
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~Psycho-in-training:iconPsycho-in-training: Feb 28, 2008, 3:30:14 AM
You're welcome, and thanks.
Seems you have nothing to fear, cause I'm no clown.
I'm only :crazy:

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'If life ain't just a joke, then why are we laughing?
If life ain't just a joke, then why am I dead?'
MCR-Dead
~JesterofShadows:iconJesterofShadows: Feb 27, 2008, 11:21:20 PM
Hey, thanks for the add. Nice site you got here. And I'm afraid of no pshyco... now clowns, they scare me.

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Let's play tag. You run, I'll try and catch you... with my bazooka!!
~Brightside17:iconBrightside17: Feb 11, 2008, 7:09:17 PM
Glad you enjoyed the Free Hugs link :D Its a great campaign!

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Pirates or Ninjas...? [link]

FREE HUGS! [link] :hug:

I'm a leaf on the wind!
~mySeity:iconmySeity: Feb 6, 2008, 9:56:20 PM
Thank you for your encouraging comment. You have no idea how much it means to me to have a perfect stranger leave something like that on my page-- it really makes writing all this nonsense feel worthwhile :)

Also, welcome to deviantART! Let me know if you have any
questions about the site!

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To live is so startling it leaves little time for anything else. -Emily Dickinson
~Psycho-in-training:iconPsycho-in-training: Feb 5, 2008, 12:26:16 AM
You are most welcome.

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'If life ain't just a joke, then why are we laughing?
If life ain't just a joke, then why am I dead?'
MCR-Dead
=mythicaldamienne:iconmythicaldamienne: Feb 5, 2008, 12:10:31 AM
Thank you so much for the favourite :blackrose:

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To achieve the marvelous, it is precisely the unthinkable that must be thought.
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